well, today at 1115am i leave for virginia beach for my 'a' school

more fun navy training

looking foward to it though i think ill have a grand old time


dont know if ill get a chance to write anytime soon, so go me
i had an awesome 12 days of leave

untill next time:

.RocK.

just for the hell of it:


MERRY CHRISTMAS



.RocK.

whooooooa im bored now............

.RocK.

ahh yes the holidays have arrived. and as much as i enjoy being home (well, not necessarily "at home") i still find the holidays.....a nuisance.
too many people at one time.
too much cheer and joy.
too happy for me.

well, itll all be over in a couple days........

.RocK.

WELL finally i am done with boot camp. it sucked.
it wasnt hard during the last weeks of training, though. quite fun actually. like before.

battle stations was awesome. up 30 hours with no sleep and hardly any food running around back and forth on the entire base completing scenerio after scenerio, event after event, test after test of all the traing you aquired.

ahhhh yes good times.

so now i am on leave (twelve days) and afterwards report to my 'A' school for my occupation training (operation specialist). more fun!...


.RocK.

GOD DAMN

well its been four weeks since i first left for Navy boot camp. let me tell you, it isnt at all how it is portayed. its easier.

i have done a lot. PT, marching up the ass, ship training stuff, weapon training (both simulator and live-fire using a 9mm pistol and 12 gauge shotgun), inspection after inspection, and test after test. its been quite fun really.

just four more weeks left an i graduate. then its off to school for more training. oh boy.

i must say, so far i am REALLY glad i decided to join the NAVY.

well im going to go eat some real food; have an enjoyable Turkey Day.


.RocK.

two more fucking days........

.RocK.

four more days. four more fucking days......

.RocK.

the haunted house is coming together awesome. all the major construction is done. just need to decorate the rooms. and thats almost done too. me and my bud joe got our own room to work.
it was originally suppossed to be a boiler room, but the person who was suppossed to build it never showed up, so we took control and changed it to the "Fermilab Fook Up". its really badass.
everyone that stops in to see it says its the best room yet.

damn right! ive been doing this Halloween shit for years, so i know what makes people piss their pants.

anyway its going to be sweet opening night is this friday.

.RocK.

man being sick really sucks. especially on the one day you have off of work.

glad i got over it fast though. i would have to start killing something if i didnt...

.RocK.

so i went out today to take a look at new (used) car. i found it on autotrader-
a 1992 chevy caprice. retired taxi.
i get to the place, take a look at it, and surprisingly its in better condition than i thought it would be. the guy said it runs great; everything was functional. almost no rust, no dents or body damage, clean interior; looked really badass! it needed a basic tune-up, but otherwise i was all for it. best of all he was willing to sell it to me for $600. not bad id say.

so when i call my parents up to describe the car and specs and price and everything, theyre like, no way. you dont need a car at this time.....the one you have now is fine......im sure you dont want to pay 40 bucks a month for storage while youre away.......blah blah fuck off.

and i gave them reasonable reasons to why this would be a GOOD thing. but like my parents normally do they ignored me and said you are not getting it.

so naturally im fucking pissed off like no other. and now i realize how much i hate my family and society in general.

i need a gun......now.

.RocK.

so i was bored. and my friend told me of a group that puts on a hunted house thing for holloween. i thoughtm, hell why not what else will i do?
so i went and actually its pretty cool. they rent out this huge ass warehouse and put up a maze of walls full of twists, dead ends, and confusing rooms. it has the works; strobes, blacklights, hanging people, blood, blood, more blood, people scaring people, wicked scenes; its awesome.

so right now im helping put up the walls to this spectacle, and ill definetly will help with the scaring. i think itll rock. this is a big deal to this group, so ill help out in any way possible.

plus they all love my mohawk. i dont know why; maybe because most every volunteer there is "normal", but whatever. i do what i can.

now if youll ezcuse me; i need to make a trap door..........

.RocK.

painting is fun too.........the smell, the mess it makes, the colors..............

pure awesome.

.RocK.

pyrotechnics are fun.......mwahahahaa.......................................

.RocK.

i HATE fucking scraping paint. its not fun and all the dust gets into your eyes and you breath it in and it sucks.

i also HATE parents who force their children to do such tedious tasks as this.

i need a knife................

.RocK.

SWEET MOTHER OF HELL!!!!!


so bought HELL'S PIT today, and i have to say:

IT KICKS YOUR ASS!!!!!

the songs, the rythmes, the beats, the meanings; EVERYTING is killer about it!!

I LOVE IT!!


i have been waiting so long for this day to come, im so overwhelmed i cant even explain what its like!!

if you havent gone out and bought this WICKED CD, GO NOW!!! ITS WORTH IT!!!!!

WOO HOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

.RocK.

Hammer Driver:

shitpissfuckcuntcocksuckermotherfuckertitsfartturdandtwat.



.RocK.

FUCK!!

so by the laws set by government im at work yesterday. and by my specialty im in the dishroom. and by the rules set by my work im loading some glasses into the glass rack thats on the shelf above me. and by some "miracle" i tap the edge of one of these glasses on the corner of the shelf. and by the laws of physics, it shatters. and by the laws of satan, a peice slices my right middle finger open. and by instinct it starts bleeding. and by the size of the wound it bleeds A LOT. and by work proceedure im sent to the emergency room. and by instinct again, its still bleeding a lot and now its throbbing with pain. and so by the size of the wound, the deepness of it, and the amount of blood and pain obtained, i am given four stiches.

but by the writing of the docters note, i am greatfully given four days off of work; and by workers compensation all four days are paid. in full time.

and apart from the pain, i am somewhat happy.

i think ill go back to bed....

.RocK.

HELL YES the final part of the sixth jokers card; Hell's Pit, comes out in FOUR days!

woot woot! man i cant wait!! its gunna be fucking awesome!!! ive been waiting so long for this, and now its going to finally be here in four fuckin' days!!! ive heard its going to be loaded with all kinds of shit...fat beats, wicked meanings, fuckin' kick ass video.....its overwhelming!!

i think i wet myself....


ICP .RocKs. !! < click it!

TWO MONTHS UNTIL I LEAVE!

HELL-FUCKIN' YEAH!!!!!

.RocK.

dont you just hate it when people you dont want to talk to keep calling you. and they dont get the idea that you dont want to talk to them?

i hate that. alot.

.RocK.

and i also hate when people you call to ask important questions for important information dont return your call.

bastards.

.RocK.

so me and a friend were bored as hell last night and decided to drive aimlessly to wisconson.
and we did.

it was a long drive, but was pretty cool. we drove till we got to sprinfield (in wisconson if you already didnt know), turned around and went back. didnt get back till like 4:30 this morning.

we stopped on the boarder line and sat and looked at the stars which was cool because it was out in the country, so you could see every star. we picked some good old wisconson corn, and drove through downtown Lake Geneva, was was nifty because every bar was still open at 2:30 when we arrived.

the only thing that sucked was i got ticketed in Woodstalk (IL) for speeding; 15 over in a 30 zone. bullshit.
it was kind of funny though because me and her both saw the cop, my radar detector definetly sensed the cop, but i did nothing to slow down. i was just too tired to care.
we were laughing the whole way home.

so now i got to pay a fine and go to a 4-hour driving class in Woodstalk. its awesome.

overall it was a pretty cool trip; hell it got me away from my house and out of my town so it had to be awesome either way.

i think next time we are going to go east to Indiana...


.RocK.

so ive worked full-time shift for six days in a row. that doesnt sound bad, but when you have to fucking do everyones work (literally) yeah it sucks ass.
good money, but only what i normally make per hour, which is a total fucking rip-off since i did two to three shifts the whole time! and make no more money than i already work for!

so im pissed because they will not pay me extra for extra work. fucking retarted.

i should just stab them all.......

.RocK.

i need money. im so damn broke; im always paying people off, managing bills, insurance, fees, yada yada yada

so give me money.
now.


or ill kill something...

.RocK.

dammit its hot today, and i was outside working on scrapping paint off the garage in the scalding heat and it suked ass so now im pissed.

and i still have like more than half to go. ontop of that i have to prim and paint it when im finished.

i am NOT looking foward to it.

.RocK.

so the amp in my car decided it was tired and quit working.

dammit.

and i cant afford to get a new one because im broke.

as usual.

and it sucks because i have a custom shelf that holds that exact amp, which the company doesnt make anymore.

figures.

 

so now im pissed.  i need to burn something.

 
.RocK.

Hammer Driver:     im hungry.  and tired.   and bored.   and life blows.

 

.RocK.

so im back from our trip.
im going to skip the talk and jump the point.

it sucked.

it was hot like 97 degrees hot the whole time we were down there. no breeze whatsoever even though it was near a lake.
the place we stayed at had pools; kid pools. that sucked.
their arcade room had a variety of games to choose from; half of them didnt work. all were good ones too.
the family people that came down were either really old, boring, annoying, or all of the above.
and it was southern missouri! talk about rednecks and roadkill!!


im just going to forget we ever went on this dammed trip and hope for a "normal" life...


.RocK.

yay. our family reunion thingy is in two days. its in missouri somewhere near bronson. i can hardly wait.
can you sense the enthusiasm here?

no. exactly because i am not looking forward to it. too many people i dont know and dont care to know and too many people i already know and wish i didnt know.

dammit. maybe ill get shot or run over by a car and then i wont have to go.

if only...

.RocK.

gord dammit!! i want to leave this god-forsaken shit hole!! everything about it fucking pisses me off!! parents! siblings! rules! fucking chores for crest sake!!!
i hate it ALL

everybody screaming at me for shit i didnt do; steal my stuff; annoying the piss-fucking brains out of me; yada yad ayadbbnjkbvjherkjgrjhscb gvrr!!!@$#$Y%**8*)~!

i cant wait until i leave

.RocK.

Hammer Driver: im hungry, tired, and bored. yeah life is good.


Ha. yeah right.

.RocK.

for once in my life i am happy. well, happier than normal. know why?

because school is done with for good!! fuck yeah!!!!!
no more nagging teachers, no more annoying students i hate, no more fucking homework, no more bitchy dean, no more gay-ass librarian; none.

freedom. pure. freedom.

i have been anquishing for this day to come. the day victory arrives. the day i am freed from the shit-of-a-hole dubbed high school. the day i can leave and never have to look back at all the fucking shit ive had to endure while there. its great.

and the best part is graduation is in like.....18 hours.
it doesnt get better than this.


if youll excuse me, i need to burn something...

.RocK.

random thought: people suck. society sucks. and life STILL sucks dammit.

.RocK.

sweeet. now theres three weeks of school left. i can not wait to swim in the freedom of a summer of no school. its gunna be kick ass. sleeping in. staying up late. slacking off the whole day.

hell yes.


.RocK.

another random thought: life still sucks.


.RocK.

random thought: life sucks.


.RocK.

yep. so my schools prom is in like 3 weeks. and everyone is asking if im going. and no im not. i hate school related functions. too many people i hate. why would i go to some lagging place filled with the people i aready dispise greatly, and sit around and drink. coke. no, id rather sit at home and work on my car models, or watch tv, or go out and, ahem, (not) cause trouble. heh. but either way i refuse to go and i will spend my time and money wiser than those who are going.


.RocK.

besides its 120 dollars! wtf!

well i went to fort knox on wednesday thru friday with another bud of mine for my friends graduation from boot camp. hes in the army. it was pretty cool actually. there wasnt a whole lot we could do, since it is a military base and theres all kinds of rules and regulations, but we still managed to find some things to do.
the trip down there, and in case you dont already know, fort knox is in kentucky, was long. it took us like 5 hours or so to get down there, and about 6.5 to get back. wasnt much scenery; farm, city stuff, more farm. but i managed to keep myself entertained.
yeah it snowed down at knox the first day, like and inch and a half, and 80 the next day so that was weird. otherwise very nice. no wind. that was weird too.

so all in all, we all had a good time and i was thrilled i could make it to his graduation. weve known eachother since fourth grade, so it was cool to finally hang out with him after ten weeks of being gone. and now hes off to missouri for his individual training; hes gunna be a moter vehical transporter. sweet.


.RocK.

yeah. so its easter. lots of family. and friends. tons of candy i will never touch. mixture of liquified emotions. religious attributes. decorations of all sorts. more family. and candy i will still never touch. stores closed. and nothing on tv.

oh boy.

if you will excuse me, i have to lock myself in my room.


.RocK.

i just realized we have

NO SCHOOL FRIDAY!!!


even more FREEDOM!!!



.RocK.

hell yes and theres one more term left of school!!! then its freedom!! sweet f r e e d o m!!!!

.RocK.

well, here it is sunday. agh damn, break is over. it was a great week while it lasted; parties, girls, fun shit, police; ah yes, truely doesnt get any better. i would explain in detail the events that unfolded, but i dont want to write that. so imagine yourself having a boss time, and im sure thats what it was like for me.

but times that be five. thats more like how my break was. hell yes.

.RocK.

hell yes the highly anticipated, greatest, bestest week of the school year has finally come!! SPRING BREAK. you have no idea how long i have been waiting for this. i cant explain how elated i am. just say infinity alot. now if you will excuse me, i have got some hardcore partying to do.

yeeeaah!

.RocK.

so spring break is finally in two weeks. about damn time. i was starting to get very pestered with all the long days of tastless classes and letures. but the time of break is approaching, and im defininetly going to celebrate. with lots of parties. and loud music. and festive....things.

hell yes.

.RocK.

all right so its st. patricks day tomarrow. yes, and that means parties. lots of em. good parties too, with....stuff to do.

thats all i have to say.

.RocK.

man i can NOT wait until school is out. 51 more days left of the year, then its over forever. no more hell! damn, its going to be a revolution. a celebration of the end. amen!!

.RocK.

great, so here it is march. the longest month of the school year, with no breaks of any proportions for three grouling weeks. that means three weeks of pointless homework, three weeks of stodgy ass letures, three weeks of being in the same hole with the poeple you loathe, three weeks of nothing.
GAAAAA
i dont know if i can handle that. all im going to say is that i am DEFINETLY taking some time off whether anyone likes it or not. its too much.
spring break needs to come up fast. and soon.

.RocK.

leap years are usless. who the hell would create something so nonsensical as a leap year!
i mean really wouldnt it be a lot easier to create the same number of days in a month for the rest of eternity instead of confussing everyone with this leap crap??

people are so dim.

.RocK.

i was bored of the former look, so i changed it. because i can and you cannot. sorry but life is definetly not fair. at all.

.RocK.

well here it is monday and, bam, its monday. yeah my weekend went down the hole. i did nothing. nothing at all. i dont know what has caused this idiosyncratric behavior, but whatever the causes unknown, it sucks. i sat around in this deplorable hole for the entire weekend, and now im pissed off because i did. i just didnt want to do anything i wasnt in the mood for happy play. why? i dont know this.

dammit.

hopefully i will unearth this mystrious mystery soon and conclude the question that haunts me.

.RocK.

so im really unbelievably hungry and i wanted to rant about it.


DAMMIT IM HUNGRY!!!!

HUNGRY HUNGRY ME. I AM HUNGRIER THAN THE COUNTRY HUNGARY.

M E H U N G R Y. im going to start eating myself......mmmmm.






thats all.

.RocK.














(im still hungry)

so yeah society sucks

everyone can burn in hell because society is trash





we are just making ourselves look foolish and its heartwrentching to know we are letting ourselves do this

curses.

.RocK.

well i was feeling bored and lifeless today, so i thought id just write something.
heres a poem of sort i randomly thought up.

GOOD
Things come to show, yet seem to leave.
They get replaced, by things we greive.
We may try; without succeed.
Until we say
BYE


.RocK.

Well. i got my job and leave date finally all sorted out. i wanted something in the electrical engineering area, but alas, there were not any openings. so, i looked in the electronics area, and, after looking at lots of possibilities, have choosen to work as an OS, otherwise known as an Operation Specialist. those are the people who work with the radar, weapon corrdinences, enemy tracking, and all that stuff. it sounds really awesome; plus the pay is NICE. the trade off was that the only openings for training were in October. longer wait than what i had hoped for, but hey, i can deal with it. so now i leave October 19. even so, i cant wait! just 10 months away...

.RocK.